Why is there a constant comparison?
A constant voice in my head telling me everything I'm doing is wrong.
Sometimes I start to believe it and fall into the lies and negative emotions it feeds me.
It is forever draining me, allowing me to feel weaker than I am, and allowing me to let in people I know won't benefit me.
Because I have always been the second choice, I feel obligated to please others who only use me in the end.
Am I not worth more than my body or what I have to "offer"?
Am I not enough?
Do I not deserve love?
These questions haunt me constantly.
Creating a haze, affecting my perception and judgements.
To be honest, it fucking sucks not having someone love and appreciate me the way I do others.
So I beg you, love people, and treat them how you want to be treated because you never know...
A little love goes a long way.

Love,

Anonymus