Amen, Hallelujah
I want to run and hide
Disappear entirely from dah world ya

I no longer feel the need to fight battles I will never win
I feel like building relationships with people has become a DIFFERENT TYPE OF SIN.

There is so much pain and hurt
So little time to do shit that actually works.

My thoughts that I've silenced for too long have been awakened.
Awakened by the constant turmoil of negative energy that passes through my surroundings on the daily.

I feel as if the Lord is showing me signs
These signs that have me completely blind
As I get attacked by things placed in front of my very eyes.

Amen. Hallelujah. Praise his name
I just want to be happy
AND Right now my life feels like a fucked up game.

When will the suffering end?
This constant-never-ending feeling of my pending death.

I could be perfectly healthy
Yet feel as if I cant catch my breath.... properly
Although I'm still
Observing everyone around me taking pills after pill.

Being the optimist that I am is self-depriving
That I feel remorse for my soul each time I'm hopeful for anything.
Everything that usually goes downhill before they've even begun.
(chuckles)
In the end I still give praise, saying
AMEN, HALLELUJAH, PRAISE HIS NAME.

-Anonymous