Trigger warning: mentions self harm

hating myself
hating my voice
my thoughts
my well being
feel like hurting myself
the fact that I can’t bring myself to do it is frustrating
adding to the anxiety and hurt
this website kinda gives me hope when I visit it
but how long can i tolerate living like this
crying out
wishing I wasn’t here
missing my friend that died kinda random but it hurts
sigh ive said too much
going down like the titanic for real.

-Anonymous