loving you hurts,
but the idea of even thinking about considering losing you hurts so much worse,
i don’t hate you,
you aren’t evil i just don’t get why we’re never on the same page,
loving you hurts,
but i’m thankful for the opportunity to know what love is,
i don’t hate you,
because we both entered this broken, with cracks we’re still trying to fix,
loving you hurts,
but i still choose you every moment of every single day,
i don’t hate you,
but i hate that you don’t believe that i feel this way,
loving you hurts,
my heart goes into my stomach every time i think it might end,
i don’t hate you,
but i despise that i have to pretend, when you know that,
loving you hurts.

-Anonymous