Lately I’ve been watching my people find other people, but I have no energy to keep my space in their life or find new people for myself so we just left with. Me, my mind and Jah 
I Never understood the power of the mind until I spent so much time in solitude that I could hear my thoughts…til my thoughts were first clear..then loud…then deafening. Til I would trade anything for peace of mind. Til I understood the kinda thoughts that keep you up never mind physical exhaustion. Never mind Lavender oil, breath work, music, lights off lights lights on, one leg inside the sheets one out both in both out, water, bathroom, walk, breath again okay finally just relax into it and we’re back to the thoughts. Will they every stop. I cry out “God save me from my mind.”
She says you always have access to peace…It used to be easy to believe this. 
When the only storms I knew happened outside me, retreat to the peace in the mind. 
When the riot is in your mind…peace becomes an act of faith. Jah is peace. My prayer, Jah give me peace. Peace of God diffuse into my mind. Bless this storm of thoughts with a “peace be still.”

-Anonymous