Numbness

That feeling where you’re not exactly sure if everything going on around you is actually happening or if you’re unconsciously conscious, when you didn’t know if you're real or who you even are, when you feel like you’re too emotionally exhausted to cry because you don’t care for yourself enough to express anything, when you drown yourself with music to feel somewhat grounded to reality or when you can’t cry because of how you feel so you tear up every couple of months with frustration and quickly block it out. You don’t resonate with your previous self and have no sense of past, present or future, no reminiscence with your childhood because you can’t resonate with her. You’re so numb yet so comfortable

-Anonymous