Speaking up with Sage

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The truth

Some days are harder than others, some days you think you won’t make it, some days you truly believe anxiety has won and you feel like more of an emotion itself than a person, so you spiral, some days you’re so depressed you can’t breathe or even imagine moving, some days the pain beats you down, it chips at your heart, your chest physically aches and you want to throw up and you hold ur hand over your mouth trying not to scream. It hurts. And it will hurt for a while. but inevitably pain demands to be felt, you can’t escape it so embrace it, don’t let it consume you, pain means you’re alive and if you’re alive then things have the opportunity to get better, well you have the opportunity to make your life better. My favorite thing about life is you can quite literally make it anything you want to be but you have to believe, in something, anything, you have to want to see things differently. Don’t let the world ultimately defeat you, it will break you and bend you and tear you apart but never forget you are love itself, you are the stars and the universe, don’t let the world make you cold and make you shut love out. Be the love you want to see in the world, we accept the love we think we deserve so don’t forget you deserve the world, you deserve to be happy and you will be. There will be bad days and terrible nights that u feel like you won’t recover from but you will. As long as you’re here there’s a chance and as long as you’re here you matter and if the only thing you can physically do today is drink a cup of water, I’m proud of you and I love you and there are people under the same sky who feel the way you do, you are never as alone as you feel, don’t let the world keep a hold on you forever and tear you down. you are infinite. Be infinite.

-Anonymous