Why must it be me…

So let me get this straight
I’m depressed because I’m lonely
And I’m lonely because I’m depressed
I’m repressed because I’m depressed
And I’m repressed because I’m lonely
I’m lonely because I’m repressed
And I’m depressed because I’m repressed
The cycle seems never ending as it eats me whole
Two ways out in the eyes of mine
By “marking” my spot in heaven now
Or by sailing away to unknown land
Do you get that?
Does anyone get that?
Or am I really that lonely
That out of the eight billion that roam the planet
I’m the only one who must face it all myself

I’m the only one who doesn’t belong
As if I don’t belong on earth
How am I supposed to in heaven?
Corners are already taken by those typically depressed
And centre stage by those with parental issues
So where do the lonely, repressed and depressed go

-Anonymous