Waiting

waiting is always the worst part.
this is where anything can change in a split second.
but you have to pretend like it doesn’t matter.
you have to swallow all of the worry and all the doubt and put on your best poker face and lie till your heart gives out.
it can be over in a second or you can be stuck in an endless void of confusion.
after a while you realize there is nothing that you can do or say to change the outcome of someone else’s decision.
and it all comes down to the waiting.
but don’t allow the waiting to take control of your emotions.
don’t give the power to the uncertainty.
but now you have to ask yourself,
is this worth waiting for?

-Anonymous