Feelings

One moment I feel completely smitten by you
Like I feel brand new but the next I feel uneasy
It feels like I am just a side piece and not your
missing rib. whenever I enter these things called
Relationships I always feel like I am not truly loved
I just feel shoved to the side after the first month
The worst part is that I truly love these people
And I just want us to be on equal terms. Its
either they are moving too fast or I am just too slow.
Am I ready to have a boyfriend or do I just need to fill in
this empty void.

-Anonymous